you are my sunshine

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head and I cried.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

I'll always love you and make you happy,
If you will only say the same.
But if you leave me and love another,
You'll regret it all some day:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

You told me once, dear, you really loved me
And no one else could come between.
But not you've left me and love another;
You have shattered all of my dreams:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

In all my dreams, dear, you seem to leave me
When I awake my poor heart pains.
So when you come back and make me happy
I'll forgive you dear, I'll take all the blame.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

kata-kata tak bermanfaat dari orang-orang tak memanfaatkan kita

kabilah-kabilah kat negara kita ini memang pelik sedikit. bab-bab yang serius ini susah sangat nak fikir rasional padahal bab-bab yang remeh-temeh, yang kontroversi dan sensasi pandai pula berhujah saintifik. itu belum lagi buat group discussion, memang akan dirungkai satu persatu dari hujung kaki hingga ke hujung rambut segala permasalahan secara kolektif. discussion macam itu memang berganda lebih mantap dari discussion buat group assignment masa kat universiti. tapi bagi sikit bab-bab serius, kalau tak ulang atau tiru balik ayat orang, main pakai hambat saja cakap apa. point tak dapat. memang menyampah. susah sangat ke untuk cuba berfikir? kan bagus proses berfikir untuk perkembangan otak?

rasa nak masuk tadika balik. main papan gelongsor lagi menarik.

ini bukan misteri nusantara

the live golden moments

latar belakang empayar emas rom

no12 tu23 termesra!

kumpulan orang-orang tua

bukan terencat tapi memang benar-benar gembira

pencipta-pencipta kereta pada masa hadapan

kadang-kadang kita harus menerima aksi tidak
matang kumpulan orang tua dalam komuniti pemuda

puisi khas untuk warga bmca

salah satu cara nak dapat markah percuma adalah dengan membodek

yeah!

sangat rindu pada mereka. rindu pada perasaan malas belajar. rindu pada hari bermain ketika belajar. rindu waktu-waktu tidur dalam kuliah. rindu saat resah dan kelam-kabut menghantar assignment. rindu perasaan masuk lambat kuliah. rindu pergi kuliah bersama teman-teman serumah.

terima kasih kawan-kawan.

Graduation (Friends Forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Comes whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Naim Husni Bin Latif

my friend, who now was my room mate. and also the first one who left No. 12 TU 23.

beta kenal naim sejak tahun pertama sebab dia belajar satu kursus yang sama dengan beta. tahun 1 semester 2 baru beta rapat dengan naim sejak naim ikut budak-budak bilik malim. masa itu, selalu bergerak sama-sama dengan 5 orang budak lain. azli, pidot, lok, malim dan bacan adalah rakan-rakan yang kami selalu buat aktiviti bersama. selalunya, beta ini cuma perancang kental yang semata-mata mahukan kegembiraan tapi secara formalnya, setiap aktiviti akan diaturkan oleh naim. beta kira strategist la dan naim akan jadi conductor yang menyusun. kebanyakan aktiviti kami pun selalu berunsur kebudakan yang riang. and honestly, those were the wonderful memories for me. and most of the times, i wish to do it again with all of you, guys..

beta dan naim datang dari dua dunia yang berlainan. kira kalau orang tengok beta dengan naim, orang akan pelik macam mana beta ada kawan macam naim. dan sama juga dengan naim, macam mana dia ada kawan macam beta. beta jenis riang, tak berdisiplin secara formal, rebellious dan melanggar peraturan, banyak main, suka berjalan dan gemar ketawa tak kira tempat, masa dan aktiviti. naim banyak mengikut gaya orang atasan yang disiplin secara formal, kurang rebellious dan selalu mengikut peraturan, jenis mengawal tingkah laku dan bersikap formal. terlalu berbeza. kalau ikutkan, nak duduk satu meja pun mesti tak ngam, apatah lagi nak kongsi satu bilik.

tapi 3 tahun kami duduk bersama. sometimes we share personal interest among us. i told him about my life, music, dreams and friends. he told me about his life, parent, sisters, dreams and his friends (also his cousin). and that was very unecpexted event for me by considering the different of our world. yes, totally different!

beta jenis sangat pegang pada friendship. beta tidak akan jadi kurang sedih untuk tinggalkan kawan-kawan hanya semata-mata beta ada keluarga untuk beta rely. beta menjadi seyn sebab kawan-kawan, dan beta tahu apa nilai persahabatan itu pada hidup beta. ini bukan soal bagaimana bergantungnya beta pada persahabatan, tapi apa nilai persahabatan itu pada beta. dan bagi beta, nilainya seperti satu jiwa yang menghidupkan diri beta.

i am appreciating people 1o times more than people who are appreciating me 1 time. because i am a man of appreciation. mungkin beta ini jenis segan pada orang yang menghargai beta. sebab itu beta akan bagi lebih penghargaan dari orang yang bagi beta penghargaan. dan bagi beta, cara naim menghargai beta adalah penerimaan naim terhadap diri beta yang masyarakat "pandang liar" sebagai kawan. dan itu adalah yang paling bermakna sekali. dan 3 tahun juga kami duduk bilik bersama. dan naim merupakan orang yang pertama yang di luar lingkungan "masyarakat liar", yang pada perasaan beta, tidak memandang sinikal pada orang macam beta ini. dan beta sangat menghargai itu..

to Naim Husni bin Latif, i pray for your bright future, my dear friend. it was a very very sad moment to seperate with you just now because our life will be different after this. yes, very very sad for me. no more riang-riang, gila-gila, main-main lagi. we are now going to be someone after this, an adult. but for a matter of fact, it is very wonderful to have you as a friend of mine. thank you naim. and i appreciate that so much. you are someone in my definition.. :)

the story that remains in my heart

untuk rakan-rakan

berjuta-juta bintang di langit
seakan muncul jelmaan wajahmu
angin malam menyisir wajahku
seakan rasa sentuhan darimu

ingat-ingat
masa kita

kenangan datang meluru
menikam
hati tak henti mengadu
terseksa

bila tiba hari indah
jaga bagai tak rasa semula
sampai hari indah sudah tiada
tak akan ke mana tanpa deria

*satu lagu puitis untuk perhubungan persahabatan dan penghargaan kenangan