seyndiwara
star of the sky, star of the earth

muhasabah

By Seyn
dosa besar dan banyak tapi kalau memang betul-betul dah insaf tak mahu lakukan lagi, memang dah bertaubat sungguh-sungguh then jadi orang yang bagus, mesti ada kemaafan untuk diri kita bukan. yang penting, perkara yang lama itu jangan dibawa sebagai panduan hidup pada masa hadapan tapi sebagai pengajaran kehidupan.

masih percaya pada tuhan.
 

part ini macam kena je

By Seyn
"akan tetapi,

di sana ada duka yang sedang berhilai tawa,
di sini ada suka yang sedang bersugul durja.

dan mereka saling berkait untuk menganyam kesinambungan hidup,
antara dua dunia."


ambil dari sini.
extract ni memang cool.
 

confession of a starlet

By Seyn
"my resolution for 1431 is to open the new book of life, start a new life without looking back my old life. i really want to start a new life now. i really want to be a good person now."

confession of a wonderful starlet.

and you will be because that's the real you. i will always pray and support you. and with smile now:)
 

so you think you can dance?

By Seyn
lepas Gev habis menari solo saja, terus Cat Deeley peluk Gev macam style kawan lama. macam biasa juri-juri yang metro lagi bijaksana akan bagi komen lah. sampai saja masa Nigel berkomen yang semestinya berayat lebih bombastik dari para juri sehati berdansa, adik aku berumur 11 tahun pun sembang dengan adik aku 19 tahun.

"kak lang, selamba je laki dengan perempuan tu peluk macam tu".

"jangan ikut dorang. dorang tu orang kafir, dosa adik buat macam tu lah", kak lang dia menjawab.

"tahu la. dah la pakai pakaian macam tu. boleh ke kak lang?", budak kecil bertanya sambil tv memaparkan pakaian berlurah dan bahagian berbukit Cat Deeley.

"orang kafir punya cara pakaian, tak payah la ikut", betah kak lang.

selamat dia tanya kak lang dia, bukan along dia. gusar juga. takut jawapan along dia tak setegas jawapan kak lang dia pula nanti.

pandai juga adik aku berfikir macam tu..
 

journey to the west

By Seyn
the problem with people now is when they watch tv, read magazines, surf internet etc., they are always too attracted to published images and articles. attracted is not a problem. too attracted, try to fit yourself, suit yourself to really be like them are problems. if it is good, then it is good for you. but if it is not, then it is simply not good for you. perhaps, it destroys yourself, and can be others too.

we are too western. we try so hard to fit ourselves to them but we never try to fit ourselves to our heart. we never try to fit ourselves to our family value. we are too bothered with what people said so much, but never bother what is good and bad for us. we try to be the person in their illustrated images but we never proud of what we have.

we are too western nowadays.

nowadays, sacrifice ourselves is not a dead problem anymore but it is a very fun thing to do it.

very sad. hmm..